Waiting on a decision to be made for me
can't wait around anymore
i have no say
i have not found an opinion yet

and i'm waiting for the decision
and life is going to start any second now
and i'm turning around on the same spot and you get by
get by me
get by the house
get by on work
you just get by

and i'm still turning
still on the same spot

no decision, no answer, no plan but no freedom
and I can't sail yet
I don't know where to
will it be with you?
this time

and everything is quick around
turning
and everything is forcefully still inside
on the same spot
still

no opinion and no inspiration no clever words no music
nowhere to go and the world is spread in front of me
and its a step away
I AM a step away

I am holding my breath
I let go of your hand
of the house
of myself

till the decision comes
they'll let you know a morning
and you'll call me at work
and i'll breath
either way
because the decision will be made for me
and i'll stop turning
will i walk? or run...i might dance a little
hold you again
get by a little

1 comment:

weirdo said...

hey u girl..
where have u been?..